I'm genuinely sorry you find yourself in this position mate but I think where you are going wrong is thinking of your purchase as an "investment". It wasn't, it was a bet and at this stage the bet isn't looking that flash. I know that hurts but it's just the way it goes when you play down here in the penny dreadfuls. There is a reason you can buy shares this cheap and it isn't because they are a good investment.
I'm sitting on 10M oppies at an average of .002 so I'm down $10K at the moment. If they manage to pull a rabbit out of the considerable number of hats they are currently dipping into then I'm looking really really good but in reality do I think I'll ever see it again? Probably not, but if I don't I'm prepared to just suck it up and move on - you win some, you lose some. Nature of the game I'm afraid.