William,
ofcourse we all holders want to be positive.
but some of your posts seem like you have someone whispering to you.
you know what i mean?
it is a little concerning.
good in one way bad on the other
is it your friend emailing you?
PS: all the best anyway.
maybe you are right, good learning experience.
i still cannot intrepret "read b/w the lines"
dyor