I am experiencing a weird version of stockholm syndrome, I call...

I am experiencing a weird version of stockholm syndrome, I call it "optiscan stockholder syndrome". Basically, I'm only truly comfortable when the sp is going down, it's what I know, it's all I know. I am like a flogged dog, when someone reaches out to pat me on the head I am expecting them to hit me.

Now that the sp is going up I feel restless, anxious and confused - the universe has ceased to behave in a consistent and explicable manner, the same sort of effect would occur if various household items started to levitate.

Hopefully normality will resume soon as I am not sure I can cope. Surely this is a blip and we can see 3c again soon?