If OEX goes above 10p on the AIM I will be solvent after losing...

If OEX goes above 10p on the AIM I will be solvent after losing everything in 2010; wife, my father, house, job, dog... everything ... couldn't even afford groceries. I've lived alone renting all that time too ashamed to even start a new relationship. I got another job in 2010 and have been pumping every spare dollar not going to credit card interest in to shares to restart my life. Over the past year people have been made redundant at my work and I live with the weight of the world on my shoulders too nervous to even take a holiday as I need those weeks in case I lose my job so I won't go bankrupt. I think if OEX gets up it will literally put me in a state of shock for weeks as this enormous pressure over the past 4 years will be lifted and probably quite quickly in one or two days of rally. I'll be able to reconsider my life having written it off but not yet given up. Who knows, maybe take a holiday and think about my future. If OEX doesn't get up i won't be blaming anyone, but by crikey I went down swinging for everything I was worth ...