The title says it all, I can't help but feel anxious about...

The title says it all, I can't help but feel anxious about holding this stock. Lost sleep, stress, fear and more. I'm small fry but have invested a lot into this stock, hoping for the life changer like a lot of you, but stuck in limbo. A clairvoyant told my wife some years ago we would loose a lot of money twice. 1) CTR $40 k I prey to all the gods this isn't the number 2. Information is all i ask so i know where i stand.