Even more experienced traders/investors make mistakes an...

Even more experienced traders/investors make mistakes an sometimes when they fall so hard and you dont have an exit strategy you get trapped as it sounds you are .
Don't be to hard on yourself or dwell on it as if you are a trader you can write off losses next financial year when you decide to realize your loss . Who knows stranger things have happen .
Look whats happening in the United States , one moment Trump is saying the only reason he is with his wife is her great assets and now he is president of the United States .