Ann: October Operational Update, page-202

Exactly,

the market knows when and what I buy and acts accordingly. I was watching BXN going up and the market knew that nobody could ever end up with a loss. I dared to buy more IMU and bang, crash. I loaded up more LPE to my untouchable core holding and each GWh increase sent the sp lower. That's me, holding everyone and everything back. As this has been going on for more than 10 years I really feel responsible for all the losses and pain in the world, I am the Jesus of the financial market, getting crucified every day for the sins the others commit.

Quite frankly, I often have thought to commit suicide, maybe that will restore the good old world. I have asked my wife to inform everyone on HC should that happen. Looking at what I have done to millions of cancer sufferers at IMU, I think it is time to really go ahead with that so the world can be a better place. Don't post lifeline numbers and all that stuff, I got them.