I am genuinely curious now P. What drives you? You don't hold, you are on top, the company is on its knees, yet you are still boring in. Are you determined to hang around until the last rites are ministered? - do you have an uncomfortable doubt that resurrection may yet spoil your party, making it necessary to see it out to the bitter end? A true zealot, whose duty is to attempt to squash any semblance of hope that t h e masses can conjure up.
Go on, take the chance, find another cause and leave us to wallow and fantasize in our misery.