Brilliant synchronicity of the target seeking mind of the automatic success mechanism of PsychoCybernetics.
I was just thinking about this and my ex accusing me of being boring and my thinking theme of connection to the whole, instead of dogmatic religious scripts of dubious origin and intent.
The answers I found were not through thinking, but best explained by Candice O'Denver's Freedom teachings, in that stopping the thoughts for a short moment and being open to the fact, that open intelligence is always obvious, was the practice that she teaches and she says is also like the tibetan buddhist practice, to find the true self, which she describes as infinite timeless awareness. Stopping the thoughts, which are points of view from the mind, opens up the space for more awareness.
Awareness is the preceding state than conscious/unconscious points of view or thoughts and the method is to realise this space of infinite timeless awareness, from which all points of view are created. Then being integral with the space of timeless awareness as the divine state and the infinite different points of view as realisations or manifestations into reality, that can be either for or against our well being and life.
or whatever her further teachings are.... not an expert or formal practitioner of her Freedom teachings.
But the theme I want to express in this post is the fact of synchronicity, that after thinking these things above, I then thought this should be in the Religion and Philosophy forum, also where most of the respondents are used to posting. Then I realised that a few hours ago, I wanted to get out of this continuous theme, of externally scripted incessant God type passion or purposeful research, that keeps resonating in my mind and felt that this deters me from my true essence and aspirations of my life, which I just realised, could be "lifestyle". As this is essentially what I/we am creating, my/our own lifestyle.
Real estate marketing promotes lifestyle as a cause. Causing ones reality through religious teaching, is the theme of empire building of the religion. Then I realised for the first time I am in looking in the HC "Lifestyle" threads. That's how it all works, for me, anyway- its as simple as that if u realise it. It means I have to press the send button, and ponder the next step, no mater how stupid, egoic or self centered, these thoughts and words are. Because its part of the process of connection to the whole, through the new internet culture, instead of through the insanity of understanding God. It is these little synchronous connections that unite us all.
The word "lifestyle" came into my mind and it felt more true than the infinite points of view of others and myself, that confuse and control. Because I said to myself that I want a break from this continual search for the correct combination of factors. So "lifestyle" sums up what we practice. If we say its boredom, then we just have to go one step further in perception, into no thought, or the space of the divine infinite timeless awareness, where open intelligence is always obvious.
I don't want to live in an ashram or go to church or constantly have these religious points of view in my space, as they are not in harmony with my "lifestyle", although they teach that we are constantly creating our lives through our thoughts, yet having no thought is the ultimate pastime of the teaching of going to a higher state than the perception of boredom. Because this theory infers that u cant find the true self in the thoughts or the mind. Yet I had to think it to express it in these words, or point of view, that comes from the space of timeless infinite awareness.
Because for me I have the 3 computer screens and the connection to the new global culture of the internet, to increase my equity curve and realise my goals of connection to the wholeness, from the teachings of the experts. No TV, outside media, or relationships with people, for decades, while I went through the process of being "lost in my thoughts", because after working and then finding no work, the paths in the mind wanted to follow these tracks and if the was no input, then the mind would just continually make up some random thoughts to run the tracks.
Consequently this was not peak performance or a desirable lifestyle. So stopping the thoughts deliberately, Initially for a decade, I decided against, as I was too scared to do it on my own, because I thought I would loose my connection to consciousness and this felt like death...... true, unless u experience this after being an alcoholic that looses consciousness and then commits to the evolution of your own consciousness as the main theme of life. So creating my own conscious reality, was the way that I found worked, as also I found that most successful people I was aware of, knew beforehand, that they could do a task, and the external world then would give them more.
So this is the result of my lifestyle, which is like a designing artwork of my own creation, destruction, re-creating and responsibility. The defence force is all for protecting lifestyle. Boredom and finding self are part of the defence force.
Well I was in the army and the words "connect your soul" to the cleat on the back of the angel wings flying alone in the vast darkness, silence and space of the etheric dream, is the only dream I can remember. I don't know what it means, except is posted when I hit the button, to resonate with the lifestyle.
Well its Friday and I'm getting lost in defending my boredom and thoughts beforehand, while lying on the couch with the laptop, cause Sundays taken up with learning of the teachings of "manifesting your reality" or creating your own lifestyle. Which means I have transcended this crap, through deliberate meditation on the growth of the meta layers of adaptive intelligence's of my own scripts. Or going to a Sanga of like minded co creators.
Now after a period of distraction and thinking about the last post in this thread. I realised that I was also deliberately creating a "deathstyle". Which is exactly what these religious Christian buddhist or hindu teaches about. How to die and life after death. Again another synchronous connection realised. Only because realisation is part of my script and little connections of synchronous realisations is what its (the God force) all about.
There is no escape from "lifestyle" without "deathstyle". Having a conscious and creating ones own lifestyle naturally leads to the next step of have a conscious and creating ones own deathstyle. That's the theory of my Defence. Who cares about the boredom and finding Self, when u can create your own lifestyle and deathstyle, cause that's what its all about for my Defence force of the life and death forces. Eventually the deathsyle into the new lifestyle is what its all about, for me, even now, the process is automatically ongoing, with the scripts I write for my own self, as goals or meditations and visualisations for actualisation, realisation, manifesting or creating. (sickening isn't it, but I live it.)
At least being aware of my psychotic delusions and the scripts of the mental health professionals that did not target the issue for years, made me write my own scripts for my own life style and my own death style. That is the meaning of my power and to do it properly ones has to go into the space of the quantum zero field of the etheric connective space of the syntropic synergy field, within and without, which feels like no power at all, yet infinite possibilities.
But u people know/knew all that and don't like being preached to, but how does it work again?....oh yeah... synchronous automatic target seeking success mechanism.... time to press the button on just another point of view. Although I havent written my own death style yet, for now my daughters style of meeting God in my last sleep will do, even though it scared the crap out of me, when she said it. Although my research says to realise God in this lifetime, is the ultimate, so I told her she was a genius and to use her superconscious mind.
So for now, I'm transcending the thoughts of the death style and going straight for writing my scripts, for the reincarnation style of the new life style.
